Sick//Outbound

Hey. It`s a saturday and i`m currently home alone because i`m friggin` sick. I`m not sure if this was because of the outbound yesterday or something, but my head is throbbing like hell now, i felt like i drank too much shots or something. Frickin` migraine + Colds + this weird black thinggyy in my hand that must`ve been the cause of this sickness (or maybe i`m just paranoid) = ME PHAILLL. D:

Almost Paradise.

The Tree of Life. Did you know, one tree supports 8 people to breathe?



The start of the Epic Journeyyy.

Yeah i got pretty gay pictures since i didn`t get to bring my camera when we went to those twin lakes which was actually the most fun/challenging/tricky/muddy/WTF part of the field trip. Kinda bummed out i wasn`t able to. Darn. :| Anyways, this will count as my post for yesterday, i was very exhausted to blog so i wasn`t able to. So i`m going double posting. Check out my new entry in a short while.

Twilight.

Just got home from Twilight.

Okay. Sooo. Yeah. Haha. I really don`t know. I wasn`t excited about it or whatever. Parang. Wala lang. Haha ! It didn`t impress me, it wasn`t that amazing or whatever. Parang, it`s ok. So so. Ayun. It didn`t disappoint me much rin. But yeah. Parang wala lang siya talaga. They cutted a lot of scenes, and it felt a little bit too fast.

And honestly, i didn`t like the way Catherine directed it. EH. It idk. It didn`t really exactly match what i had in mind. She fell a bit too short. I think Twilight would be wayyy better if like there was a different director.

And Rob being Edward was okay. I just wasn`t used to him. Idk. He wasn`t so Edward-ish eh. But yeah, he was alright. Kinda sexy at times. LOL. xD. I expected him to be like more perfect or whatever. The make out part was intense. =))) But dude, ehhh. It`s wrong WTF. Kristen being Bella was okay. I think she sort of fit Bella`s part naman. At least she wasn`t that bitchy. Haha. xD. Aaanndd. Yeah. Ayun.

I really prefer the book better. I was expecting something better eh. And it didn`t really involve the Cullens that much. It mostly revolved around Edward and Bella. Eh. Basta. It was so...gah. I`m a bit disappointed. I have high expectations, yo. :|

So ayun. Just watch it. Tell me what you think. I have to go. Outbound thingyyy tomorrow. Still 50/50. I`m packing tonight just incase.

Old Buddy//Outbound Issues.

Once in a while, it`s nice to bump into an old friend for good time`s sake. It`s really nice to catch up and make kwento, keep up with each other`s lives. Joyce, i miss ya buddy :] Like hell, man. :| :))) SERIOUSLY ! :)))) I really do :(

Anyways. I`m still worrying about that Outbound thinggg this friday. I`ve been thinking/planning on not joining it. Why? I`ll give you why i need to and why i don`t want to:

Why i should go:

> I really do love going out and exploring. Adventures and experiences excite me. Traveling is something i really love.

> My mom payed for it. It`s sayang naman. 950 for nothing :/

> It just seems too impossible for me to not join it because if i don`t, my mom would be as pissed as hell and she`d throw this BBIIGGG tantrum.

Why i don`t want to go:

>I`m just not feeling it. SRSLY. It`s pretty much bullshit for me, a fucking waste of time. And chyeah. :|

> What`s the point in going when you know you`re not going to have fun at all?

> Where`s the fun, when you`re with the wrong people?

> I don`t have a friggin` buddy/partner. And no, i like it better that way. But sometimes, don`t you just wish you could share the fun?

> I don`t think i`d be missing out on all the fun. I don`t think i`d regret ditching it. I don`t feel like it`s any fun at all.

> I know it would suck balls. I can just imagine me in one corner and just thinking about last year`s outbound. That would really SUCK because last year`s outbound was the best and if i compare it to the outbound this year, i know last year would totally own it. And i`d feel soooo bad i just wish i could go back to last year. =/ Nostalgia would eat me up alive.

> A field trip is nothing when you`re only with yourself. :|

So yeah. I`m not really sure. I`ve been making a plan the whole day on how i`m supposed to ditch it. But yeah, it feels too hard eh. My mom shouldn`t know, NOT AN IDEA. I have a plan in mind, but i`m not sure if it would really work. Then and then, que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be.

Signing off, Mrs. Beckett. HAHA ! =))))

The Ara Song/Poem + Beckett Fangirlism

On top of Mountain Smokey,
All covered with blood
I shot poor Ara with a 44 stud
I went to her cavalry
I went to her grave
Some people threw flowers
But I threw a grenade
I went to her coffin
She didn`t look quite dead
So i got my rocket launcher
And blew up her head.

-Alec and Kenzo

I was going through my stuff yesterday and found that. Ah, good times! xD. Made me laugh when i read it, they were such mean bullies to me. xD. Here`s another one they made called the Ara song:

I am emo and I cannot lie
I hope that i will die
When the blades are in
I`m gonna slice it through my skin
I don`t get hurt
I like to slice my wrist
And i wear my hair like this
I`m telling you i`m emo.

HAHA! They used to bully me that i was emo. MEAN ! =)))

I had fun fangirling with my wifey denise about beckettboy. AAAHHH. He`s just too darn cute and amazing! fangirlism at its` worst. xD. We were like squeeing our asses off and hyperventilating. GAAHHH. Super fuuunn. xD. It`s a lot of fun fangirling over beckett with wifey. We got all kilig and stuff. HAHA! =)))

Actually, i composed a song for him. He inspired me :"> Haha! I`m planning to put it up once i`m done with it. Just a few more lines and music accompaniment :)

Adore

I skipped school today. Absent, for the 3rd time this school year.

And now i`m feeling a tad stressed because i`m missing out on so much quizzes and lessons. ACK. 3rd grading`s just too darn short for me to be absent. I`d have to do so much requirements and catch up as much as i could. And my mom`s really pissed about me being absent just because of my insomnia. It`s just attendance, for god`s sake.

Anyways, noticed the new layout? I decided to start blogging again since i miss it. There`s a story to that, actually. I read my past entries in this blog and i thought to myself that it`s nice to have something to read once in a while. Something to look back to, than nothing. I`ll probably blog about the most random and shallowest things here. And it would be interesting to see how much i`ve changed and the way i write too.

Watched Into the Wild today. I like Alex Supertramp`s philosophy in life. I like the way he lives. I love the way he sees life. I totally agree with him. Hell i`d ditch this place, get away from civilization, be a free man, and take on adventures, live life as much as i could, travel everywhere, get lost. Now that, my friends, is being happy. An incredible journey would be great. This sort of got me worked up over the fieldtrip to 7 lakes this friday. Orayt! xD.

Two years he walks the earth. No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild.

So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

updates?

It`s SEMBREAK! Orayt!

Not here for the updates. I think. I dunno. I`m currently bored and yeah. I kinda miss blogging too. Haha. I`ve been so inactive for like how many months now. xD. So. Woot. Sembreak. Weee.

Okay so like i really don`t know what to do for sembreak. HAHA. I REALLY want to travel right now but i guess i hafta wait til` december. Boo. =p Anyhoo, i`ll try to keep myself sane this sembreak. Hahah.

Orayt. So. I`m planning to buy tons of DVDs and just lock myself up at home and watch all day. xD. That`s pretty much sembreak for me. xD. I`m not sure if i`m still getting my hair fixed this sembreak. Maybe December or somthn. Dunno.

GAHHH. I really want to go out with my friends. It kinda sucks just bumming out here at home. BORED to hell. But i`m so glad it`s sembreak. I really need it. Wish it was longer though =p

Ok. Hhhm. What now. Orayt. So past few months have been a bit eventful. Parties, Lakwas, Concerts, Cosplays, Events, Housecrashing and such. I`m too tamad na to narrate or whatever. xD. I passed some since it was filling up my schedula na or i just din`t have the time/money/transpo. :/

I want a real frickin` break. :| i wanna get out of here! Help! D:

Here i`ll post some pictures to save me from the boredom.

Okay nevermind tinamad na ako. :)) That`s what sembreak is all about. Being a sloth. LOL. Hay, lots of parties and shit, i wanna go! I need plans. I hasta go out. Or maybe i should go with the isolation thing. HAHA.

So i really don`t blog anymore, i use plurk. It`s easier eh. xD. Just click this for my ramblings:

http://www.plurk.com/tehrandompotato

Orayt! See you there :))

doodles

Okay. I just HAD to post them. I flipped through my old journal from last year and found these. I burst out laughing. These are hilarious. See them for yourselves.



Whenever i was senti or whatever =))

Seriously, why does he have to make me fall even more?

It's another heartbroken picture hahaha :))

My Beautiful Rescue, This Providence :)

ILOVEYOUUU <3

MY GOD. This was so funny =)) Neko forced me. He triggered it eh. BAADDD =))

Quotes, some from Little Manhattan. I love that movie.

I didn't want to fill it up because it was too darn pretty :))

More lyrics, i wasnt able to finish though.

This was just something random that went to my head

heartbreak comics :)) check it out :))

more, i found it so cute :))

I was heartbroken this time [?] HAHA =))

Ah Skyway Avenue :D I love that song, apparently, it was my LSS for that day.

When You're Gone...aaaww.

My paper heart, it's such a cute song.

God. I love this song too much. On top of the world was the first song i loved from BLG :)

Aw. Butch Walker's Mixtape is <3 I used to listen to it a lot back in 7th grade.

Hero/Heroine. One of my theme songs for HAHA =)) Good times =))

It's proof of my obsession for Lindt. AHAHAHA =)) I swear, right now, it looks so funny to me! Good times. Haha. And since it doesn't matter to me anymore, i decided to share them to you guys for some laughs. Hahaha. I know it's supposed to be personal crap but, who cares. LOL.

And trust me, those aren't even HALF of those other ones i did. I have so much more. Things you should never see. xD. I doodled them all at school last year. Funny =))

Hay Lindt. Look, i was so crazy back then. I miss that feeling :))

Oh and you should see the heartbreak comics. Try clicking on them or somthn. It's a lot of fun. xD. I found them so cute.

TWILIGHT TRAILERR

OH MY. O_O

I think i just died. xD. I know i've been on a long hiatus but gah i just have to rant, THE TWILIGHT TRAILER IS FUCKEN INSAAANNNEEE! XD

I LOVE IT SOOOOO MUCH! I haven't really been fangirling a lot about Twilight lately, i kinda lost interest but when i saw the trailer, HOOOLLYYYY CCRAAAPPP! XD

SHITSHITSHIT I so cannot wait til November 20, and i swear to God i'll watch it! Or maybe on the premiere or som'thn. I JST HAFTA ALREADYYY!

Dude i swear, the kissing scene was INTENSE! AAAHHHH! edwaaardddd! xD I swear that was SO HOT. XD.

Shit. i hope i'm not going back to my twilight fangirl mode. its too contagious. xD.
SQUUEEE ROBERT PATTINSON YOURE SOOOO >_>

AHAHA. im so sorry i just havent been fangirling for a while, a really long while. XD.

And yeah i'll be posting a big update here around sembreak after all the crap is done. NOVEMBER 20 BABBBYYY! XD

Sad.

Shit. I just finished one of the greatest books ever.

Burned, by Ellen Hopkins.

GAH. Daym dude. HANGOVEEERR! XD. Seriously, i shouldn't be online right now, i should be sleeping because it's effing 2 am for the love of crap. But hell, this book is just so damn awesome.

IT'S.JUST.SO.FRIGGIN.SAD.

The ending practically made me bawl. Dude, daym, tragedies suck :/ Sad endings suck. :/ GAAAHHH. Effing. WAHHH. I swear, it's the saddest thing everrr :(

I mean, as if Impulse wasn't sad enough, then this has got to be the saddest. DUUUDDEEE. Ah. Damn. I still can't get over it. IT'S.JUST.SO.EFFING.SAAADDD. :'(

I reallyreallyreally wish Ellen would make a sequel to it. I want to know what happens to Pattyn. I seriously hafta know! WAAHH. And it's kinda freaky, it felt like i was reading twilight.

yeah, seriously. O___O

I mean, yesyesyes twilight's wayyy different but idk, i somewhat imagined it as twilight minus the vampires. lol. the love story was just so...Bella/Edward-i-would-die-for-you like. And Ethan, DAYM. I bet he's perfect. Idk, it's like he's kinda like Edward, in a way. And Pattyn would make a better Bella since Bella's so ugh.

Like at first Burned was boring but then i suddenly got sucked into it like wtf. I mean, it's the same as twilight, at first i wasn't really that into it then i suddenly got sucked into it and i couldn't take my eyes off it.

AH. I don't think i can sleep anymore. HAAA. :))

So yeah, I totally recommend Burned for you guys. Just a caution, it's EXTREMELY sad. :(

Oh, and i finished Crank too. Wasn't really my type since it was about drug addiction blah blah. I guess i'll be buying Glass next. Or maybe Identical since i saw it out already. Idk.

And wow, i can't believe it's september already. Time is so...fast. -____-''

Cinderella.

Today we watched Rogers & Hammerstein's Cinderella.

WOW. O_O

Yeah, it was reeeaaaalllyyyy nice :D Like, there was never a dull moment. I was entertained and amused the whole time. And ha, i didn't expect it to be funny as well :)) I laughed the whole time :))

GAAAHHH. Our place sucked though. We were in the farthest. I had to put on those binoculars on pa. LOL squatter. xD. Hell, i only saw half of the stage! WTFF! But nevertheless, it was amazing :) I enjoyed every single moment of it. And maaannn, the stage setting and all the props and everything, WOW. Dude it looks so frickin cool! Like, the whole production and everything was so wonderful!

The cast was very good too. Their acting skillz are the shizz! xD. It felt sooo...idk, proffesional? and international-ish? yeah :))

WAAAHHH. I soooo wanted to see the cast in person and take pictures of them and meet and greet them. HAAA. And i wanted to glomp the prince. LOL. xD. Kinda sad i wasn't able to buy the cd :( ohwells.

GAH. It was such a fairytale. I mean, the story is sooo...gah. T_T Like seeing it before my eyes, the feeling was so...idk. Cinderella, man. xD. HopelessRomantic mode LOLOL! =)) Seriously, if life was a fairytale...>_>

Now we're planning to watch Hairspray next. Hahaha. Caaaann't wait. :]

OMG.

OMG BLG'S GOING HERE!
WAH!

Okay. I'll try calming down. WHO'S GOING WITH ME?! I'll be going to their September 6 (saturday) show at Glorietta. Who's willing to fangirl with me? Please?! AAHHH Desperate! xD.

I'm not sure of the details yet, all i know is that they're going here. I'll try getting more info about it. I just saw someone post it on multi that they're visiting. GAH! BOYS LIKE GIRLS DAMMIT!

Anyone, GO FANGIRL WITH ME! XD

it's now or never.

Oh Look!

I'm actually blogging!
WOW!

Hahah. Well, blogging seems distant right now. Haven't been in the mood, nothing going on. So yeah, i'll fill you in guys on what you've missed.

Okay first, I finished Breaking Dawn yesterday. Wow. It was well, unexpected. That's one sick twisted storyline alright. xD. I found Bella annoying. She and Edward were so sex crazed it grosssed me out. Now i totally ship the JacobxRenesme. Seriously. xD.

I swear, I LOL'd so hard when i found out that Jacob had to imprint on Renesme of all people xD. Bella's reaction was so fucken fahny. xD. Ha, it's kinda weird, seeing that Jacob is Bella's future son. LOL. xD.

What else. Oh yeah, weird thing, i'll be watching plays.

I just watched one a while ago, It's the Repertory's Mulan. Twas alright. BUT.

PJ VALERIO.

Shit. I was hyperventilating and shaking when i got the mini booklet. HE'S PART OF THE CAST! HE'S SHANG!

BUT.

He wasn't the shang assigned today. You have no idea how bummed out i was i swear. T_T If only it was his group assigned to perform today...sigh. It would be our second meeting. AH. I wouldve glomped him! WAH! I couldve asked for another picture and hold his hand and GAH, the possiblities are endless i tell you! XD.

Oh wells, i'll be seeing him in the Candy Fair then. I'll glomp him for sure. Squueee. Can't wait to meet my love. xD.

Okay, screw that aside. There are still 2 more plays i'll be watching. First, Cinderella. The one with Lea Salonga in it. GAH. I wanna meet prince charming. He must be dazzling. XD.
Second, we might watch West Side Story. HAHAHA. XD. Reminds me of the not so good Trumpets days. xD. That'll be funny when i watch it. xD.

And. I can't wait to get my hands on my new camera: Canon Powershot A650 IS. I know it's nothing like an SLR but hey, it's still a camera! Woot!

Hhhmm. What else. That's pretty much it. Nothing much going on. Wahaha. Just updating, since this thign is just so dead it's a pity to look at.

Fuck yeah, we can live like this

Err. Hey.

It's been a week since i last posted. Uhm. Well, School's been really uneventful. T_T Yeah, it's pretty much dead, like me. I don't like this year. I mean, i just can't see anything to be happy about. Like, there's nothing to actually look forward to or whatever. It's sooo lameass.

It's such a boring place. T^T

I don't like it. It feels like i'm just wasting my time in there. Heck i'm not even taking my studies seriously anymore. Haha. I've lost the mood, and i have no inspiration/motivation. Blah. I find it so fucking pointless i swear. It feels like i'm just watching time pass by and i know i'm regretting every single second of it.

Ergg. I hate it. 2nd year sucks.

And they're even dumping us a lot of educational shit. Uggh.h I'm feeling stressed and pressured since i have to be on my own now, i have to be independent. TT______TT

I just miss a lot of things :[

I don't enjoy 2G and frankly, i don't give a fuck about them either. I wish i was in another class instead. Seriously, why did i have to end up in that crappy class? I just dont get it. T_T

Gah. My thoughts are troubling me again. Stupid thoughts.

And. Seriously. My kuya's pissing me off. Argh. Eh. Always breaks his promises. RAWR. He keeps on moving the date and shit, and he always has these dumb excuses. ARGH. I've lost my trust in him. I hate it. It's been bloody pissing me off. Rahr.

Oh crap. I forgot, i haff a lot of educational shit to do. Haff to go now. Bai Bai. Hayy. Siigghh. >_>

So beri hangry. Latsa cravings. This sucks. I cant eat sweets :/ And its class picture tomorrow. Eeww. I swear, i will not smile. Blah.

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100th Post. WOW.

OMGOMGOMGOMG.

CHEERS TO MY 100TH POST! WOOOTTTT!

Yeah. Awesome. :] So it's about 6 months? Yeah. Think so. Yay Blogger. xD.

So i actually have nothing much to blog about. Like, seriously, there's nothing going on with school and everything else anymore. It's so lifeless. Eh. It's BOOORRIIINNGGG.

But yeah, idleness does make me think a bit too much. I tend to get lost in my train of thoughts sometimes. Like most of the time, i'm just there, thinking deeply, spacing out. Yeah, i've also been doing some people watching. Kindaa. It's for my psychology thing. It's fun reading people like books yknow.

Nothing much. Just here to make my 100th post. Wheee. Haha.

Idk. Maybe i won't narrate that much anymore since school's sooo dead right now. Eh. Maybe i'll put up random things or whatever. Actually, i dunt know what to do with this thing anymore. Haha. And most likely, my posts will be wayyyy shorter.

And screw Jake, i bet he's a homo anyway. So i shall not obsess over my Jakey Wakey anymore since he has a GF (I think) and hell i care. xD. Seriously, he looks like a fag. So yes, i dunt want him =)) I'll just have Denise instead. =))

i can smell the death on the sheets covering me

Second Week of School. Hhhmm. It's okay. Alright. Normal. Average. Passive.

Whatever. I'm supposed to be studying right now since this week is going to be filled with quizzes. Agh, i think i'm starting to get stressed. T_T

I'm practically a dead person at school. Nyaha. Yeehh. Whatever. Haha. But idk, i'm indifferent about everything. Except my studies. Yeah i'm actually serious about my studies right now. xD. Eeh, i have nothing else to waste my energy on anyways. Besides, the main point of being in school is for studies right?

Social Life. Hhhmm. Nah. Still a loner. HAHA. But yeah, i don't really mind. People are starting to talk to me. But yeh. I rarely interact with them. I still dunt like my class. Eh, they're alright but i prefer a class i can have loads of laughtrips and fun with and have awesome experiences and stuff. I dont particularly find myself laughing in our class. I mean, idk, their jokes are so whatever. And yeh, i'm such a loser in our class. =))

Oh. It was blackout a while ago. And it was raining hard. Siiggh. It was calming and relaxing yet it was somehow nostalgic. Idk why. It just reminds me of memories, experiences and feelings. Siigghh.

Gah. Idk, i feel like putting my energy somewhere else. MUSIC. Yeah. I feel like i want to go jamming and stuff. I want to have a band . Nyaha. Yeah. The feeling's awesome you know? Too bad i never had a band (Well except for Kenzo's band but gah, it's not like i was part of it since they were such sexists T_T) LOL.

Oh, i'm done with Canon in the piano already. WOOT. Haha. Yeah. Now i'm starting on Beethoven's Pathetique. Wheee. And idk if i can still SIIGE for violin. GAH. Oh and i just started reading Ellen Hopkin's Impulse. GAH. I like it so damn much. X] Can't wait to read her other 3 books.

And i want to haff them headphones. My earphones are screwed, once again. So this time i want headphones. I bet they're way better. But yeah, they cost too much :P And i need a new iPod since mine's nearly dying.

So yeah. Life's still a boring cycle. Nothing much happening. And obviously, i'm bored and too lazy to review for the quizzes that's why i'm blogging when actually there's absolutely nothing to blog about.

I'm just fighting to get by.

Sooo. Yeah. I'm really supposed to be doing tons of shitty educational crap right now but since i'm sooooo lazy. Imma blog. Haha.

Okay so there's actually nothing to blog about. I'm just bored. Haha. School's still the same. Bllaaahh. Though this week is way better than last week. I'm sort of getting used to 2G in some way. Yeah, warming up.

I've made korean friends. Nyaha. They're so awesome kaya :)) Yeah really fun people. I haven't made much progress in socializing though. Haha. Don't really care about making friends. I mean, idk, i'm just not in the mood to make new friends. Haha. I'm practically invisible in our class. Psshh.

And yeah, still a non-existent lovelife. HAHA. Yeah. Do expect that. But idk, maybe? Coz it's sort of going baacck. I know it hasn't completely gone, i'm sure.It's hard though because of the distance and all. Idk, it's just different if you guys really hang out in person. Buuutt. Yeah, mostly non-existent as of the moment. Can't find a potential person ehh.

I love my friends :D Yeahh. Thanks for keeping me sane. :D And it's nice that my guy friends and I still sort of talk even though it's only a hi or for stalking purposes. HAHA =)) But eitherway, at least we still high five and say hi to each other ocassionally. :)

Teachers. They're okaayy. Still haven't met Sir M yet though. Still this friday. CRAAP. Dood he freaks me out. Idk, everyone's talking about him. So yeah, what the hell is up with that dood?! Scaarrryy. Oh yeah Sir R was such a fag a while ago. He made me feel like a fucking moron. T_T

Hhhm. Lots of open forums and secrets and opening up and stuff going on. Wweeiirrdd. O_O

What else. Oh. I've heard from Stefo and Gian. Updated each other and chatted and stuff. Yeah. I miss them buddies. They should visit CSA sometime :D 1C should have a reunion. Wheee. Haha.

I really wish this week's going to end up nice. Please? Haha. I dunt want to have a suckish second year. Though i'm still sure that first year owns this year. Nothing can compare. Haha. Yeaahh.

Only thing i hate about 2G is that it's SO FUCKING HOT in that place. It's absolutely bloody hellish. Damn air conditioners. T_T Seriously, it's annoying. I can't concentrate when it's so damn bloody hot and we're all sweating like shit and there's that disturbing smell. UGGH.

Yeaahh. Byee. I haff to do stuff. So many requirements this early. T^T

First week of school

Gah. I survived the first week of school. Woot.

Now i've only got hhhmm, idk, 9 and a half months to go? Yeah, JOY. T_T

School is boring. It's dead, lifeless, dull and monotonous. Gah. Well, there's been a lot going on in me. Just... well, things. I have my reasons. :

Idk, i feel like i won't be blogging that much anymore since i expect this school year to be absolutely suckish, there's actually nothing to talk about. Like, Blaahh. My life just totally got lamer.

I miss 1C. :

Yeah. I know i said i hated them, but idk, for the last few months i've realized it's actually THEEE best class i've ever been in. We were one helluva class. We're a fucking legend! Seriously, all the 2nd year teachers kept on talking about us. And i know my former classmates miss 1c too. We all do. We just keep on talking about how much we miss 1c :( I terribly miss last year :( I feel like this year is gonna go by fast. Like, time will just pass by and then it's over. I don't feel like it's going to be an exciting year or whatever, just...nothing.

2G's okay. Like, your normal average class. But nothing compared to 1C. 1C was phenomenal. Haha :)) But yeah, it was the most awezumest class ever. 2G feels dead-ish and i don't know anyone, and i don't talk to anyone, i don't socialize or whatever because i find it so pointless to make friends with anyone. I'm distant to everyone. This year, idk, i find everything worthless. Sigh, if only i could cut classes, i would. If only i could break the rules here like i did in Trumpets, i would. But i can't. :/

I don't find any reasons to like this year anymore. I feel like i just want to close myself off to everyone and just get this over with. It feels like this year is just going to be a blur. So yeah, i'm extremely pessimistic about this year. Idk okay, it's like everything's been taken from me. As if it wasn't already enough. And yeah, i'm a loner in my class. Haha. :)) But i don't really give a fuck about it, i don't actually care about anything anymore.

It's really weird yknow. Like i've become so numb. It's like, my default setting is being apathetic. When i'm at school, i'm apathetic, when i'm at home, i'm still apathetic. Like, emotionless. Yeaahh. Eh, this year just feels dead. Blaaahh.

Gotta go. I'm already feeling stressed and it's just the 4th day of school. Jesus Christ. TT_TT

And if i told you i loved you, could that be enough?

This school year officially sucks.

I proclaim it the worst year ever. Fuck this school year. Ugghh. I knew this would happen. Sue me for being extremely pessimistic, i just am. I hate this school year, i swear.

So how's my first day of school?

Exactly what i expected it to be. Of course it was a disaster. I prepared myself for 2 months just for this school year. I knew it would definitely suck.

Thank God I survived this day. WOW. I actually did. I thought i'd lose it in there. Ugh, they were all just haunting me. Everywhere i went, i was reminded of every single fucking thing. UGGHH. I hated it. I hate this day. And this school year. Ugh, EVERYTHING DAMMIT!

Whatever, I'm out. I find it extremely pointless to even blog about this stupid day.

Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side

Oh god. I am so effing exhausted.

I've been out for 3 whole days that involves A LOT of walking. GAH. So effing drained. And then there's school tomorrow. CRAPHOLE. Guess i'm back to reality.

So where have i been? Well, let's just say i had a mini last minute getaway to Tagaytay. Heehee :)

So yeah, we really didn't know where else to go, so we were just like, oh screw it, let's just go to Tagaytay. And we did. And it was unexpectedly fun. It was unpredictable. It definitely wasn't the kind of trip we planned.

Uhm i dunno, i'm too lazy to narrate so yeah, i'll bullet! Huzzah! xD

• Days Hotel- we stayed overnight in there and the view was so serene and peaceful. I went out and meditated in the grass with the view in front of me. Nyahaha. xD. And stargazing too but it wasn't that nice since there were lights.
• Tummyaches - Ugh, i'm still sick upto now. Idk, it's like i have these random tummyaches that hurt a lot. And god, it annoys me like hell.
• New Cellphone - Yeah my mom gave her N73 to me. Wheee. Haha.
• Boat Ride - I was like, hey why don't we go down the mountain? So we were all like, yeah, let's ride the boat and go see the volcano. Hah. It was nice, the view was like, Ohmy WOW. Takes about 30 mins.
• Horse Ride - I LOVED THIS. It was definitely one heck of a ride. You ride a horse going up the crater of the volcano. Now, how awesome is that? It takes about 30 mins. And the trip is amazing. The view you see around you is, OhmyfuckingfantasticWOW. Like, @______@ I enjoyed it. Though my thighs sort of hurt, it was so worth the ride.I pitied the horses though, It's like they're being punished or something. And the people as well, like wow, they go through this everyday?
• Crater of the Volcano- By the time we were in the crater, i was dead exhausted. Like, i thought i was going to faint or something like a heart attack. Dude, it's effing exhausting. But when you I saw the view from the volcano, i was like, hell yeah that was worth it. Actually you could go inside it. But then my companions were tired so yeah. Gah, i wanted to. It would've been an awesome experience. But being just there, it was enough. Afterwards, we rode the horse again going down. The view was still OhmyfuckingWOW.
• Foot Spa at the Veranda - After that VERY TIRING adventure, we definitely needed rest so we went to Taal Vista's Ylang Ylang Spa and had a foot spa. There weren't any rooms available so we had it at the veranda overlooking the whole Taal which was wayyy better. I meditated again. Hah. And there was peaceful background music! Haha! It was about sunset that time. The foot spa was gah, WOW. It felt really nice. Haha.
• Stargazing & Ghost Stories at the Veranda -After it finished, it was night time so we went stargazing at the veranda. It was amaziinngg. If only it was a bit darker. But yeah, it was still nice and we even told ghost stories! Haha. It was the perfect way to end our trip.

So yeah. It's over. Aaaww :( But i loved it. It sucks that my camera's screwed. There were so many pretty stuff to take pictures of. And now...It's the day before school. CRAAPPP. Well, at least the trip somewhat enlightened me. But now, i'm back to reality. I have to go to school tomorrow and god knows what would happen to me.

Wish me Luck. Seriously.

Just for one more day, One more day with you

2G.

2G.

2G.

I'm in 2G. Ugghh. My life is so over. You have no idea how bummed out i am with the sectioning. Very disappointing. God. I hate this.

Idk. I feel so pessimistic about this whole thing. I don't want to go to school. I DON'T. And now it scares me that it's this tuesday already. THIS tuesday. Christ.

I'm not even classmates with any of my very close friends. I feel so alone. I need somebody to get through with this. I still can't accept the reality that well, ugh, it's a long story. Why was I even hoping...Geez. I hate this school year. Period.

But...everything happens for a reason. I wasn't placed in this section for nothing. There has got to be a reason. I just don't know why. And it sucks. God. It's like last year only WAY worse. Actually, last year started out pretty nice. But this year...ugh, i doubt it. I bet i'd lose it and just snap. God, help me. I'm serious.

Gaahhh. Jesus Christ. Please. Why do i expect too much? Things don't happen twice. I don't want to go back in there. I don't want to be reminded of everything. Shit. Okay, i'm being incoherent.

Whatever. I'm out. I hate my life. Period. T_T

I'll miss you more than you'll ever know

[Currently Listening: You Told Me You Loved Me//Cinematic Sunrise]

Gah. Yesterday was so much FUN.

Prolly ended my summer great. :) Thanks Denise and Andy for the great time. I had sooo much fuunn! We went to Power to watch Narnia: Prince Caspian. My God. I thought i wouldn't be a fangirl but....

OH MY GOD BEEEENNNN! SQQQUUUEEE! XD

So yeah, it was hard to resist him. LOL. xD. I mean, come on, he has that intense stare and that SHMEXY accent and daym, he looked so hot in his battle suit. WAHAHAHA. xD. Hell, i was melting in my seat. I was falling for him but...

He friggin had to kiss Susan in the end.

Yeah that practically ruined the mood. Dx. But i still luff him anyways. Nyahaha. xD. I liked Edmund/Skandar too, i found him kinda cute since he grew up A LOT. I was like, O_O Yeah, but Peter was way hotter in the first movie. Too bad he won't be around on the next one. I'm glad Susan won't be around on the next movie. BWAHAHAHA. xD. She annoys me when she and Prince Caspian flirt. Ugh. Dx.

Afterwards, Me & Denise fangirled like HELL. xD. We were hyperventilating like hell and oh my god, we were so crazy. Wait, no, INSANE. We practically scared Andy away. Hahaha. xD. Me and Andy kept on teasing/annoying Denise during the movie. She was Jealous! Hahaha. xD. Prince Caspian Insanity! Woot! xD.

More Randominity and Fun, we walked to Andy's house. Talked about random stuff mostly about BEN. xD. Sorry, we can't help it. xD. And since Denise was so OBSESSED with him, she practically made the orange we were eating into Ben Barnes.

....

BEN BARNES ORANGE FTW! XD

Yeah and he has NO SEEDS! xD. Man we kept on laughing like hell. xD. We finished eating him and Denise got pregnuts with Ben. That is not Ben's baby i tell you! It's Ben inside her tummy! xD. Randominity and such, Andy was being the rib crusher. HAHA. She was wrestling me. xD.More random stuff, Denise had to go and Andy walked me out. Andy practically gave me a big monster hug. xD.

So that ends yesterday's fun-dom.

Anyways, i can't believe school's this tuesday already. Like, i haven't actually realized it's THIS tuesday already. Gash. I'm not yet ready. I haven't even prepared stuff or whatever! Srsly! Gah, whatever. I'm still on my summer mode. Hahaha. :))

And i think we might have a last minute summer getaway this saturday. Woot! Yayness. xD. I hope the plan pushes through. We're thinking of having an overnight stay at Lake Caliraya. Gah, anywhere would be fine! I just need a getaway before school this tuesday!

Just let it go, you'll be fine

[Currently Listening: Don't U ever stop//Kat-Tun]

Wheee.

I finished Gokusen 2 already. Gah, i luffed it. The cast this season was wayyy hotter. I mean yeah, it's a given that Matsujun & Oguri Shun were hot on the first season but gah, this season, I totally luffed Koike Teppei, Jin, Kame and Hayame. xD. Squeee. Eh, it sucked though, i really wish they made this one a bit longer. It was only 10 episodes! Gah. And only Kuma appeared from Season 1! Gah, i was wishing Shin would pop out of nowhere. xD.

I don't even think i'm going to like Gokusen 3 since the cast is, well, not really that hot. Psshh. Eh, idk. Imma gunna watch it sometime and see for myself. Damn, i still can't find Gokusen 2 icons. I BADLY need them. T^T

And yeah, i'm listening to japanese songs again LOLOL. Eh, Jin and Kame are in Kat-Tun eh, i couldn't help it. xD. And rawr, i still can't find the subbed version of Special A Episode 8. Uhh, random. LOL.

Anyways...

I've been feeling sick for the past few days. Ugghh. I have this really bad migraine and this really really really bad tummyache. And i've been feeling so bloody weak. Like, i can't lift a single muscle kind of weak. So i just pretty much stay in bed all day.

What sucks more is that i've lost the appetite to eat. It's like whenever i try to eat something, i end up feeling like i want to puke it out. So i don't eat. Ugh. It's sickening.And my insomnia's getting worst. I wake up about 11 pm and then i sleep at about 2-3 pm. Ugh, it sucks. I friggin feel unhealthy. Damn it, i want to be friggin normal. T_T

And gahd, the smell of my hair just seriously makes me want to puke my guts out. Uggghh. I can't stand the smell.Idk why, but i started putting lots of random stuff in it like, chocolate, mayonnaise and milk. So yeah, my hair's really fucked up at the moment and yes, i've gone insane. xD.

Later, i'll be doing my back to school shopping. Idk why, but it sort of excites me. I like shopping for supplies. LOL. Seriously. xD. But that doesn't mean i'm excited for school. School is still the last place i want to be in. T______T

Kayy, i'm out.

Materialistic.

Gash. I'm feeling extremely materialistic right now. O_O

Random Wants:

1) Korean Hairstyle- Gah, i've been itching to get one. I just really find them pretty. I'm definitely going to have my korean haircut at Tony and Jackey's since they're known for being good at korean hairstyles.

I'd particularly like Min Hyorin's (From Goong) hairstyle. I find it quite simple and clean, just the way i like it. And it looks really pretty as well. I can just imagine me with it >_>

Here are some pics of her:

2) Black Hoodie - Gah. I only have one hoodie and i really want to keep on buying those kewl hoodies. I've seen lots of pretty patterns but for now i'd really like just a plain black hoodie.

3) Canon IXUS/SLR - My camera's seriously screwed. Like, totally screwed. When i open it, all i see is a blank page and that's it. I can't take pictures whatsoever. T_T

4) A new 20 GB iPod - GAH. My iPod's not enough. And it's really crappy now. The clicker maboober thing is so hard to click and it's nearly dying. And 2 GB isn't friggin enough!

5) New clothes - i haven't got them for ages already. Ugh. I'm so bloody tired of my same old wardrobe. I need new clothes for pete's sake! And my clother barely fit me anymore. Ugh. I hafta go shopping!

And trust me, those aren't even half of the things i want. xD.

I'm lost without your love

[Currently Listening: Low Screamo Version//Brokencyde]

Brokencyde's low screamo version is the shit man. I swear i couldn't stop laughing my ass off when i first heard it. I thought it was friggin hilarious. Well, i mean, come on, what kind of people do that? Only fags do. =))

So yeah, it's actually quite danceable once you get the hang of it. xD. Mhhhm. Hey, guess what? I found out Pj Valerio's friggin german. T____T Oh the friggin irony of it.Whatever.I am so going to get married to him during the candy fair along with Denise and her husband, AJ. LOLOLOL. =))

Okay, that was just me fantasizing. Eh, he's so awesome. He plays guitar, he's got a great voice and he's really cute and friendly so yeah, you could say i'm a fangirl. xD.

Screw that aside, my 2 week vacation has started. I'm not really feeling it, but it's alright. Same, same. Internet all day as usual. Gah, i wanna do something new. I want to go out there.I want to experience life, at least. Because right now, i don't seem to have one. :/

LOL i've been youtube marathon-ing the whole morning. I got addicted watching Britain's Got Talent auditions. Simon was actually nice in there. Seriously. xD. There's this little girl singing Somewhere over the Rainbow so heavenly and beautiful it made me cry. It was so innocent and pure. There were lots of hotties as well. So yeah it kept me sane all morning.I wanna be friggin British.Nyahahaha.xD.

And yeah, i did my usual prodigy video marathon. Siiggh. I really wish i was a friggin musical prodigy. But noooo. Which sucks, because when i watched those tiny 4 year olds play the piano so god-likeish (and could even compose their own pieces which is very impressive) i get disappointed with myself because i can't even friggin master canon which i started since december for christ's sake. Gah. T^T

Which reminds me of this video i watched: Pachelbel Rant. Hah.the dood was so funny. You guys should watch it. I also watched some of his other vids, they were funny as well. So yeah, stupid ramblings of mine.

Oh yeah, i was supposed to get my hair permed yesterday but noooooo. Those fags in that salon were all like, REBOND REBOND! God, i just wanted to go like, shut up! fuck off! Eh, they were srsly annoying. But gah, i can't believe i spent 900 (worth 3-4 weeks of absolutely no spending and no eating) over some dumb treatment which was so not worth it when they only damped friggin chocolate on my hair and that was it.I can't even see the friggin result. TT____TT

Now i don't know what to do with my hair. :/ I mean, i really want a new hairstyle because i can't bear another day with this kind of crappy hair i have. They didn't approve of me perming my hair since it would get more fucked up so they said i should just get it rebonded. I really would want to but i don't want to damage my hair anymore and go through the same awkward stage. UGH, believe me, i hated my hair all year long.I don't wanna go through it all over again. No thanks.

So yeah, i'm hopeless. T_T

Time can't erase a feeling this strong.

[Currently Listening: Always be my Baby//David Cook]

I kept on hearing David Cook's Always be my Baby on the radio during our roadtrip to Rizal and EK. My gad, it played for like, the whole entire time. So then i started liking it as well. Ahahah.

So about yesterday. Gash. Fangirlism at its worst. >_> You shouldve seen meh. I went nuts. xD. Seriously, i never knew fangirling could be so fun. Like, the obsessed kind of fangirling.

So what was i fangirling about? Well, we went to the Enchanting Teens Musical thing in EK so some HSM/Trumpets people were there. Didn't really give a crap about them, until PJ Valerio sang "I'll Be" and started serenading random people from the audience. Gash. I totally melted in my seat. I was hyperventilating like hell and my hands were shaking like fucking hell so i wasn't able to take a good picture/video of him. GAD. T____T

I totally fell in love with him right after. >_> Eh. I really love that song snd he totally put life to it. You should've seen the fangirls. They were INSANE. No, worse than insane. It was so funny though, we were all screaming our asses off because he kept on interacting offstage with the audience. Nosebleed! xD. Shiitt. >_>

Look at this:

Sunavabiiitttcchh. I totally died on my seat. He even gave her a kiss in the cheek!!! If i was that girl, holy shit. >__>

Screw the all the other crap, it was over. And guess what i did? I totally went onstage and asked for a picture with PJ. NYAHAHA =)) Dood, i was so fucking nervous. Sue me, it's my first time to do this. My whole body was SRSLY shaking and GAH!

I approached him, and he was so friendly! KYAAHHH. I might post the pictures at my Multiply, but it will only be for contacts of course. I'm not sure if will post it though. I was so totally in heaven during that moment. xD. Dood, he had his arms around me and his face was totally near mine! It was like, his cheeks were brushing against mine already! Sunavabiitcchh. >_>

That's not even the good part, i actually had the guts to tell him that i loved his "Ill Be" and idk if it was a delusion that he was holding my hands that time. Fucking seriously. xD. Idk ok, i was already on a high that time, i didn't know what reality was already so sue me. xD. GASH.

I tore away because the moment was just so perfect, i couldn't breathe anymore. HAHAHA. =)) After that, i was totally like, O_______________O

I couldn't believe i actually got myself into that. I'm so totally not going to wash my hands anymore. Seriously. xD.

So yeah, yesterday was totally major fangirlism. And gah, it was our Trumpets Recital thingie too yesterday. I don't really think i screwed the Trumpets Lady up, but i don't give a damn either, as least i'm finally free and these 2 weeks are finally vacation! WOOT!

Last Year...

UGGGHH. NOSTALGIAAAA!

Rawr. Yesh. You caught me. I couldn't help but live in the past, i guess. And my heart's feeling heavy right now. Why do i keep clinging to the past? Urgghh.

So i've been reading my old posts during the first few weeks of school last year. (This is in preparation for this coming school year, it's like my ritual before a new school year comes, it's like my way of letting go of the last school year and realizing what i've learned and crap like that)

UGH. I think i'm gonna start bawling my eyes out again. >_> But i have to do this.

It's funny how things can change in a year.

It's really weird how the first few weeks of school started out. Yeah, i kept on laughing when i read my old posts. Nostalgia. Siigghh. Gaahhdd. Time is so fast. And it sucks. :(

I was so pessimistic, emotional, oversensitive and paranoid during the first few days of school. I guess it's because i hated change and i felt so alone. I remember crying during the first few days of school coz it was all just too sudden for me, i couldn't deal with it. But as the days went by, i started to smile more and laugh more.

Gash. I love my seatmates. They're the best seatmates ever. I have Darren, Stefo, Alec, Kenzo and Joyce. They never failed to make me laugh, like, everyday. I was so happy in that place. It's like, the best place ever. I remember laughing my ass off whenever they played that Bato Bato pik game. My gad. xD. And those corny jokes they made, they were shallow but they definitely made me laugh. Those times they did retarded things and went on a high, my gad, i love those times.

High School during the first few weeks was like, absolutely, Culture Shock. Everything was just so different eh. My first day? I went nuts. I felt like a friggin midget. xD. And it was so crowded and hot. I still remember that day. It was really really weird. Like, O________O

And ugh. Yes, the fling thing. I don't even want to be reminded of that. Dx. I remember people calling me EMO. HAHAHA =)) They said i looked so serious and my bangs and jacket looked emo raw. Eeh, i was having problems that time ok?! LOL :))

And you know what else is weird? I thought Ms. Cadano was an okay adviser during the first day. Man i was so wrong. xD. I thought Sir Lee was like the coolest teacher ever and i thought Ms. Seba was funny but she actually wasn't that funny and i totally found Ms. Alli weird and our class thought that Ms. Abanil was a PMS disaster but she was actually one of the best teachers we have and Ms. Magpantay's accent was the funniest shit ever. xD.

Agggh. Stop this.

I don't want to go on details about last school year anymore. I know i'd break down if i do. I feel bitter talking about it. Just, ugh, Forget It.

There's no point in going back. Whatever, i totally dread this school year. I feel reluctant going back in there when it would only remind me of what used to be. Uggh. I doubt that i'd even last a second in there. I'm definite i'm gonna start moping and shit once i go through those halls again.

TT______TT

Everything reminds me of you

Okay, i'll make this quick:

I made a new thread in candy. It's called "The Lovesick Playlist" so if you guys recommend some good songs, then please post! :)

Click here: THREAD.

Yayyy. And yes, i am lovesick at the moment. Urggh.

So Leave the Memories Alone...

So...

David Cook wins American Idol.

Wooott. You deserved it, buddy. Seriously, when i saw him crying, i started crying like shit as well. I mean, the finale was just so overwhelming. Gah, i'd die to be in there. I'd die to see their winning moment live. It's like you could just feel the adrenaline, the tension, the excitement and all the other shit.

Gah. Anyways, I still love you Archuleta. :) Seriously, i've started rooting for Archuleta ever since the first time i saw him audition. Actually, i've been rooting for Josiah Leming and Archuleta, but Josiah Leming got cut off. It's quite sucky he got cut off, i mean, his Grace Kelly was amazing. But he was such a crybaby. xD. But it's nice to see his journey. He's doing pretty well now actually.

I'm quite moved right now. I've never actually been a fan of American Idol until this season. Waw, didn't know it could be this fun. Haha. LOL, It was nice seeing Renaldo Lapuz as well singing the We're Brothers Forever song. Siiggh. Nostalgia. Hah. I really loved his audition, it totally owns William Hung's She Bangs. I just kept on laughing when i saw how retarded it was. xD.

It's sort of sad seeing that this season's AI is over. It's quite suckish. I've been watching it ever since January and now, gah, it sucks to see it end. I guess i need to find a life right now. Haha.

Enough AI talk, i'm feeling sick today. :/

It's like, my body feels beaten up, like i went through a hazing or something. It feels like it's bruised. And god, the friggin migraine.Uggghh. My eyes are bloody sore as well. I just wanted to stay in bed all day and cover myself under my blanket sheet and sleep.

So sorry for not making it to Trumpets. I have a feeling Trumpets Lady is starting to doubt me already.I don't even know if the revenge thing would work out. Oh well. At least i'm done with Trumpets. I think. I just have to face my mom's wrath. Craaappp. >_>

And about yesterday's incoherent and vague post, Sheesh. Forget it. It was all worth nothing after all. Pssshh.

School's probably the last place i'd like to be in right now. T_T

Screwed.

Shit.

I did not just do that.

My hands are shaking like fucking hell, my mind's going berserk, my body feels numb. That was so unexpected. I did not see that coming.

I'll make this vague. I feel too overwhelmed and incoherent to even blog.

Shiiitt. T_T

Archuleta pwns.

David Archuleta PWNS.

So happy. Lalala. My American Idol's definitely gonna win this. Oh yeah he will. You the man (even though he always looks like he's gonna pass out anytime after the judges give their comments. xD. It's cute though. xD.) Archuleta! Yeah! Woot! xD.

Simon even proclaims him winner of ALL three rounds. Awesome. Best Ballad-eer ever! And he doesn't close his eyes as much as he used too! Nyahaha. Seriously, it's better if he kept them open. :) And he looks more adorable :)

Idk what made me like him better than Cook. I mean, if Archuleta wasn't in AI, I 'd definitely go for Cook. But then, idk, Archuleta just has that certain something. It's like he's so... gah. How do i put this. Idk. Just something. Something that makes other people like him. It's like he has this certain charm.

Crossing my fingers for tomorrow. David Archuleta's in it for the win, man. :)

You've got my head spinning, heart beating out of my chest.

[Currently Listening: I don't know about you, but i came here to dance//Forever the Sickest Kids]

It's another Tuesday = Twilight & Trumpets. Yeap. Pretty Much. So Trumpets was a burden as usual.I was actually 2 hours late.Like, what? Seriously. 2 hours. I didn't know we were supposed to be there by 1. Ugh, people never tell me anything. Ms. was asking me and Jebbie, "Why don't you know the schedule? Don't you have friends?" we wanted to say, "Uhh, No." LOL.

Run through as usual. I didn't want to screw up and get bitched around by the Dragon Lady so ugh, i tried to be feminine. I was being a girl for god's sake. >_> It's a relief she didn't really bitch me around today like the usual, and she wasn't embarassing me much either. Whew.

Whatever. Like, what's the point, geez, it's not like i'll be there during the play anyway. Bolo can just take my part. My only problem is the yearbook. GAHD. I need it. Jake's in there for the love of crap. I hafta stalk him. LOL. :)) Talked about Random Stuff with Denise and Jebbie. Yeap. Jebbie was being a nerd. LOL. Eh, she kept on talking about freaking algebra. UGGHH. Dx. Hahaha. Funny crap. We were also imagining what it would've been like if some hearthrobs from CSA would be in Trumpets. That would be fun i tell you. xD.

Gah, i want a blazer. I wish CSA had like a blazer for our uniform. That would be so awesome. I wish our uniforms were those kind of Japanese uniforms. Seriously, it's nice. We'd look so filthy rich in them. Hahaha. Or maybe Harry Potter uniforms. Dood, that would be so kewl. xD. Or like the ones on Gossip girl or something. LOL so random of me. :))

Anyways. I've sort of gone to my Back to School mode. It's like, about 3 weeks from now. I even started my countdown. Like, 20 days more or something. I don't really know, i'm not that anxious about it, like, idk, indifferent? Eh. It's so fast. I don't even feel like i was on vacation for god's sake.

After this week, i'm finally done with Trumpets. Thank God. Now i have 2 more weeks to prepare for school. I doubt that i'd even have time to have a vacation. Gah. Whatever. I shall have my hair permed and i shall have a facial at Denise's spa. Yessshh. I will be needing it before i go back to hell. :P

1 more session in Trumpets, then it's over. Thank God. This Thursday's my last day. Aaaww :( Hah. Hell Yeah. xD.

Let's start a Riot

So today.

I didn't know facebook could get so addicting. Like, @______@

Oh. I'm a music junkie already in the music challenge! Yeah! I hafta get to the Music Expert level! And Hah. I made a baby. His name is Jake Cullen. Yes, Cullen. And yes, Jake. I totally mixed up Jacob & Edward's names together.xD. I swear to hell, he will be one fine baby. I'm gonna make damn sure he's going to grow up HOTTER than Edward Cullen. BOAHAHAHA =)) He's gonna be one hot baby bumpire! Hah.

I also went to Glorietta today since my kuya invited me to watch Speed Racer with him and his girlfriend. On the way there, i decided to reserve already my copy of Breaking Dawn at National Book Store. WOOTNESS! Finally. :) We still had some time before the movie so I ate at Burger King. Wootness. :)

Speed Racer was weird and funny. At first i thought it was going to be a sucky movie, but it was actually kewl. I felt the adrenaline and gah, the race was so kewl. And i kept on laughing my ass off. It has this peculiar kind of comedy feel in it. xD. Gah, there better be a seond movie! The brother dood didn't reveal himself! And LOL. I was hoping to see the Twilight Trailer come out in the theater. Because if it did, i would, no doubt, hyperventilate like hell. xD.

Anyways. I'm going. I'll be facebook-ing. Haha :))

We can stay in this moment for the rest of our lives

I was actually in a good mood today :)

Why?

Because Trumpets Lady was absent. Muhahaha >:)

Seriously, I prefer Mr. Pedo as our teacher. Yes, he may be touchy (Oh, he was extremely touchy today alright) but at least, he doesn't go bitching around people, being a drama queen, or having a PMS disaster and massive mood swings. He was actually cool.

We did the usual run through, but we weren't as stressed and pressured as we were whenever Trumpets Lady was around. Mr. Pedo actually put the "play" in playshop since Trumpets Lady always makes it seem like "Hell" shop.

It was fun teasing AJ Perez to Denise. Wahaha. Her face is so priceless whenever she hyperventilates. xD. Dood, we should go to the Candy Fair. And she should get married to AJ Perez in the marriage booth. Ayihheee. xD. And she wrote Denise Perez on the Wall. She's insane. xD. I kept on talking to her about the fair yesterday and random stuff. She was screwing up on Anita. Haha. :)) I also kept on gushing about Jake, the hot guy i saw at the fair yesterday. Gah, i wanna see him again. xD.

Funny stuff, I didn't know Gan Gan was such a hearthrob in our class. He has diehard obsessed stalkers. And i know each and everyone of them ;) It's so funny since they always make me the bridge or the stalker for them or something. And it's so funny how they're so obvious. :))

So yeah, today was definitely a good day because Trumpets Lady wasn't around. :)

And about the Trumpets fair yesterday. The place was LITERALLY filled with Hot guys. Hot guys were EVERYWHERE! I swear, i was hyperventilating like hell when i saw them. xD.Some famous people were there too, Sam Concepcion, Cheska Ortega, you know, those people. But one guy totaly caught my eye: Jake. Yeah. I practically rubbed myself to him. xD. Mwahahaha. I didn't get a stolen shot though :(

Whatever, once i get our Yearbook, i'll totally get his name and stalk him. HAHAHA =))

Trumpets Concert was err, weird. I liked our place though, Front AND center. Nyahaha. We were so close to them. We were supposed to sneak in backstage but noooo. So yeah. It was like a party for the "it" people.

And gahr, AJ Perez was actually at the podium 2 weeks ago! Daym! That was Denise's chance to glomp him! Gah. Bummer. Whatever. They'll get married in the fair anyway :))

Oh, it's David vs. David in American Idol! Woot! GO DAVID! Hahahaha =))

i want to know whats going on in that pretty little head of yours

[Currently Listening: Is it Progression if a Cannibal uses a Fork//Chiodos]

Okay. I'll start this first with:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE

& ROBERT PATTINSON!

• Me & Dana were doing last minute gift shopping for Denise and hid from her


• Dana's stalker :))


• Justin in Canada. MY ASS. xD.


• Cakes at Sugarhouse.


• Andy being crazy. xD.


• Random stores.


• Kept on roaming around.


• Lomography with Mika


• Orville was weird and funny


• Justin was being Justin. xD.


• Craziness with Eliza and Andy in Fully Booked :))


• Justin bought Denise a shirt from Zara. WAW. O_O


• Grocery with Mika.Haha.


• Me and Andy getting lost in the Grocery. Checking out cheap stuff. xD.


• Some old dood checking out Jebbie. xD.


• Who apparently looked like Blair Waldorf. xD.


• Me, Andy, Justin, Jebbie and Orville in the cinemas. Mostly talked with Andy.


• Orville & Jebbie - Go Girl. xD.


• Then yeah. Everyone left na.
  

And about Trumpets today:

Run through. I gave Denise her present, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Haha. Trumpets lady's still a bitch. Well, she was worse today. She was bitching me around just because i was absent last time. She was totally singling me out! It was like, every single move i made, she always had to single me out from all of them! WTF! She kept on commenting on me and crap. Screw her.

Then gah. Fuck i was so annoyed. Butch. :(( Whatever, i'm planning revenge. Muhahaha. Yeah. I'm planning to ditch the recital. That's the worst thing i can do to her. I can just imagine how she's going to freak out that everything's screwing up at the last minute. Mwahahaha. Thinking about that made me feel better. Jebbie said she'd bring a cigarette or do the iTrip thing. Yeah!

Denise was so unfair. She left early! Rawr! Just because it's her birthday. Tsk. :)) In the middle of the America choreography thing, Trumpets Lady just snapped. Gah, she was totally being a drama queen. She effin walked out. Tsk. Go ahead, like we'd give a crap. Then the pedo was hitting on the girl who was crying because she thought it was her fault. Then pedo gave a little talk.

So yeah. Thank god, trumpets is nearly over. Just a week more. Thank God.

We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love

[Currently Listening: Inevitable//Anberlin]

So First, let me get this over with: I MADE IT TO THE SEMI-FINALISTS! YAY! Guys, if you think i'm deserving to win the Best Special Interest Blog category, then go and vote for Distant as we are... HERE.

Waw. This is so awesome. I actually made it. At least i was able to make up for last year.Haha. This is such an achievement. Yeah, i get overjoyed with the simplest things, i'm that shallow. xD. Oh yeah. Go me. Okay, i'm being self-absorbed. I'll stop na. Hah.

So on with today:

I skipped Trumpets today since i didn't wake up on time and i wasn't feeling well either. At least I didn't have to be touched by the pedo, or get bitched around by Ms. Diana. Yay for me.

And i'm reading this book, it's called, "Why Men Love Bitches" I've heard of it before but i never really got to check it out. And surprisingly, i found the book with my mom. WOW. I never thought she'd actually read something like that. xD.

And for the main part of today: It was effing stormy-ish and it was sooooooooo flooded in our street. We couldn't get home from mass because our street was blocked by the flood.

Guess what we did:

We rode an effing tricycle. xD.

Dude, it was so fun, i kept on laughing my ass off like hell. xD.Coz there were these "tidal waves" crashing so my butt was soaking wet and the waves just kept on brushing us off. Oh my god, it was so fun, man. You should try it. xD. And especially the hump part. Gawd. The hump was so high by the time we went down, we totally crashed. xD.The flood was about up to the knees so by the end of the tricycle ride, we were so effing bloody soaked. xD. But what the hell, i had alatafann! xD.

Yeah. Very fun. I wanna do it again. xD. Anyways, my latest ramblings/fandoms/obsessions:

• Yul is so adorable. I'd prefer him over the Crown Prince. He totally reminds me of Rui, i guess that's why i like him better. So yeah, i've been watching Goong. Very late of me. Yeah, i know. I remember my mom watching this every night, i would watch along too, but i never really got to finish it.

• Another new obsession? I'm drawing again. Lol yeah. I haven't done it for a while. A really long while. I sort of missed the feeling of making something so i decided to draw again. I've done about 2 drawings with Tsukimori Len in them. I have soooooooo much more to draw. I even printed manga scans online so i could have more ideas.

• And i'm getting into my otaku mode again. LOL yeah. I'm becoming a japanese/anime freak again. Hah. I've been listening/looking for good Jpop/rock songs and i'm learning japanese again. And watching more anime and dramas. Summer's my only time to do them. I hafta finish them all this May!

• Vampire Knight. Is so freaking awesome. Enough said.

Gah. I think i'm feeling a bit busy this May.But that's good, unless i go manic depressive. I just have so many activities and stuff that i want and MUST do this summer.

Anyways, i'm out. I hafta do more stuff.