Ugh. This is frustrating. Damn Insomnia. I want to frikkin' sleep! RAWR.
I've searched about it and the causes are:
a) Anxiety.
b) Stress.
c) Depression.
Errgg. What the hell. I suffered those...before. Right now, i'm somewhat recovering. It's summer anyways so i don't have as much problems. But still. Insomnia. ARGH. Why can't i just get rid of it? Okay, i do admit, there are still days when i still get sucked into my thoughts, getting all contemplative and nostalgic, then possibly getting sad afterwards. I'm Bipolar remember? xD. I have these massive mood swings. But still, it didn't use to be the depression i used to suffer. It was far worse. BUT WHY CAN'T I JUST SLEEP?!
Rawr.
And why do i keep living in the past?
I'll leave this as a vague post. I'm still annoyed with my Insomnia since i've had it ever since FOREVER. Ugh. I'm so tired of it. :/
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5 am and i'm still up. No Surprise. Anyways, i stopped by my xanga site and edited it with a new layout. But as predicted, i went nostalgia tripping, again. Those entries were...Ugh. Full of Memories. But now they seem so far away. And the pictures in my Multiply, ugh. I miss those times.
I wish i could go back. :(
But moving on, Thank You.
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