this.

This is why I hate summer.
Idle thoughts entertain you, make you doubt things and it gives you some srs mindfuck.

Right now i feel supremely shitty.
Plus, i look super shitty.

Fuck. :/

I gained 2 motherfucking pounds. I bet i'm near to gaining 3, ugh. Gaining back all the weight i lost, fuck. that's not good.
I am having a fucking breakout, there are 385791751 zits on my face.
I have BAAAADDD complexion. Whatever happened to the glow on my face?
I have wounds all over my fucking body and I hate it. I used to be butt clean now I'm all fucking tainted, goddamn it. SO MUCH for trying.
I have rashes, sunuvabitch. SO MUCH for trying. I HATE IT! :(
I oversleep, uggghhh.
I am sooooo moody/eh/pissed/annoyed. Fuck, i'm PMS-ing.
I am hatin'.

See. Summer. Is. Baaadddd.
It makes you realize how shitty your life is.
It makes you think just a little bit too much.
It eats you up alive.

I'd love to distract myself, do countless things but it's just not happening. FML.
Screw it.

But you know what?
I'm still fighting.

I still have 2 months, bitches.
We'll see.

OH FUCK THIS.
I FEEL HORRIBLE!
:/

>>EDIT>>

I don't feel so horrible anymore.
Oh how I miss bloghopping. :]
I feel better now actually.
I've got the good vibes back.
I am great.
I am alive.

I will make the most out of this summer, whatever it takes.
I don't care, I will TRY at least.

...

I've met people from all walks of life today.
Thanks, Omegle.
Well it was fun while it lasted. It was like weird awkward shit, striking up a conversation with some random stranger from half across the globe.
I've met people from the US, from finland, canada, louisiana, iowa, new york, london, uk and all that.
So random. So far I've only had 2 decent conversations. The rest were sabaw. =)))).
One was this college guy and another one was a mcfly fan. Those two were probably the only people i've had a decent and quite long chat with.
Omegle's fun, i guess. It's what bored people like me do.
It's for those people who wants to talk to strangers since people on YM are so ASDFGHJKL.
Yeah, pretty much. I don't go online anymore because the people online are so...yeah.
It's what lonely people do. Talk to random strangers.
Okay. Bye.