believe. :)

i'm at home now, alone. my brother's a tool so yeah, i didn't get my hair fixed today. ohwell.

anyways, i have been listening to david's songs non-stop for the past few days, even right now.
I can't get enough of it! I really love it. The record is really good and i recommend you to listen to it. :)

remember that gay day in MOA when I was waiting for david archuleta? Well they kept on playing his album on repeat and i've been there for 7 hours, so go figure, all his songs stuck to me. And i learned to appreciate each and everyone of them. i love his lyrics, they really got me.

david's visit here triggered something. he makes me want to fall inlove. he makes me want to find that perfect guy. he made me realize that not all guys out there are jerks. he made me believe that there are still some few good boys out there worthy to love. he really is sweetheart, a rare precious gem. oh if only i had him, i would consider myself the luckiest girl in the world, but i'm just a fangirl, sadly. lol. think about it, it's REALLY hard to find a guy who's sincerely, honestly and genuinely nice. he's such a sweet guy, gentleman. he's the perfect dreamboy for me. haaayy.

he gives me HOPE that i will someday find my own david (unless i'm really meant for him HAHAHAHA) he makes me believe that there's still such a thing as a perfect guy. i've been disappointed and let down too many times, and he's given me back the hope i needed. i know, there are much more david's out there. and i'm bound to find my very own someday. :) he makes me believe that there really are real prince charmings out there, that fairytales do come true. and that there will always be that boy who's not like one of them.

as cheesy as that sounds, it's true. i'm not kidding. : haha! okay so maybe i've gone beyond obsession. maybe i think too much. maybe i like him too much. but his visit here really made me think of those things, and he made me feel hopeful to find another one like him someday. :)

well listening to his record's been really nice. the more it even makes me want to find my own david! whenever i listen to his songs, i feel like im being serenaded by him. SUE ME IM DELUSIONAL. xD. but really now, those songs...they make me want to fall inlove.

here's some lyrics from some of his lovely songs:

Saw you from the distance

Saw you from the stage

Something 'bout the look in your eyes

Something 'bout your beautiful face

In a sea of people

There was only you

I never knew what this song was about

But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Reach out as far as you can

Only me, only you and the band

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop

Can't let this feeling end

Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop

Until I touch your hand'

Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never get the chance again

-Touch My Hand

I fell inlove with this song the moment I heard it first play during the greeting in MOA. I can just imagine David on stage, serenading me with this song. Asking me to touch his hand. xD. BAHAHAHA. Sue me, i'm a fangirl. xD. Well, you all guys know me for obsessing on alot of musicians. And JUST IMAGINE if out of all the people in the crowd, you share that special connection with that boy onstage. It would be wonderful, wouldn't it? I know every fangirl dreams of this. TRUST ME. xD. If he combs his hand through the crowd and just picks you. Wouldn't you feel special? I know this is every fangirl's dream come true. HAHAHA.

Take me where I've never been,

Help me on my feet again.

Show me that good things come to those who wait.

Tell me I'm not on my own.

Tell me I won't be alone.

Tell me what I'm feelin' isn't some mistake.

'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, You can.

Save me from myself, you can.

And it's you and no one else.

If I could wish upon tomorrow,

Tonight would never end.

If you asked me, I would follow.

But for now, I just pretend.

'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, You can.

-You Can

I found the 'show me that good things come to those who wait' line catchy. It's what struck me the most. I just want to find that boy who would be really worth the wait. I don't want to sound like a damsel in distress or anything, but I just really want it to be great.

Sittin' all alone in your room
Thinking that the world's let you down
All you ever wanted to do
is trust Someone to always be around
You've had a lot of lessons to learn from
Some of them hit you so hard
And I keep believing that someday you'll see
You don't have to be alone

There's somebody out there
somebody somewhere
To show you the tenderness you need
somebody to hold you
When worries control you
I'd give anything if only you knew it was me
I've been watching you go through
All of these things for a while
There's gotta be a way to bring you back

Cause it´s worth it when you smile
It doesn't have to hurt you forever
It doesn't have to last too long
And if you're wondering where to turn to
I hope that you'll know

There's somebody out there
somebody somewhere
To show you the tenderness you need
somebody to hold you
When worries control you
I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

I wanna be there when you're in need
I would never be long if you were waiting
When you gonna see
If you could only see

There's somebody out there
somebody somewhere
To show you the tenderness you need
somebody to hold you
When worries control you
I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

I'd give anything for you
Anything at all
I think it's time that you knew it was me

-Somebody Out There

Oh God this song. :">. Well it's about to meeting my own David someday. I sure do hope he's singing this to me. HAHAHA! I wish. Well anyways, yes, this is the song that made me hopeful to find him, whoever he is. Aaahh David. :">.

You're reachin' out,

And no one hears your cry

You're freakin' out again'

Cause all your fears remind you

Another dream has come undone

You feel so small and lost

Like you're the only one

You wanna scream,

'Cause you're desperate

You want somebody, just anybody

To lay their hands on your soul tonight

You want a reason to keep believin'

That some day you're gonna see the light...

-Desperate

I took that which David Archuleta song are you test on Facebook and I got this. I'm desperate. Oh really now? Haha so maybe I am. But whatever. xD. I love the chorus part especially. :) It means alot to me.

Memories

Supposed to fade

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn't think it be this hard

Should be strong

Moving on

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

-A Little Too Not Over You

Oh, this song. :. Well, haha this kind of tugs a certain heartstring when I hear it. It was that phase when I was thinking twice about things and doubting my feelings. Damn this song. =)))).

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at youAre you holding back

Like the way I do

Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away

But I know this crush aint goin away

-Crush

Well this is also for that stupid phase I went through. I even included this thing in my "poem" on my tumblr, Yesterday's Feelings. I thought my crush still hasn't faded so yeah.

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Okay so if I keep going on, i'd probably put each and every one of his songs up here. Hahah. I just love all of them! So go listen instead and feel hopeful to find your own david. :)