The fuck.

Who needs love anyway?!

Fuck you.

This bitch is fucking awesome, just so you know.

You don't know who you're messing with.

I'm starting to remember who I was before you. I WAS AWESOME. Too cool to be committed. HAHAHAHA.

I don't need a boy to make me feel complete.

I should learn how to appreciate other peoples' love for me.

There are other people who love and care for me. I shouldn't neglect them/take them for granted. I should learn how to appreciate all forms of love, and just, let love in, you know?

I should learn how to love myself first. To do what's best for me, to gain the respect that I deserve.

Today is the first day I have not texted him. I don't know how long I can last but I know, each day will be a battle. I hope I drive him crazy enough he'll come running back at my door...

If not, then I hope the next few days/weeks will help me be strong enough to accept the situation and move on with my life.

THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT

I DONT NEED IT

SCREW IT

I will be one very, very, very angry person from now on. Hate will rule my world. I will bitch about people all the time. I will be a bitch. I will listen to angry music all the time. I will be hardcoreeee. HAHAHAHA.

God, for someone who gives advice, I seldom follow it. HAHAHA. I should learn how to listen to myself and actually follow my own advice. Ugh just need my inner Blair already. I need to learn how to be a bitch again. I WILL GET EVEN.

It's going to be day in, day out from now. But I will sure as hell make it awesome while i'm at it. I will not let ANYTHING bring me down anymore.