Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Ignorance is Bliss.

That's it.
I'm cutting everyone off.
I'm tired of bullshit, tired of drama. I just want to be fucking happy for once.
I will be living the life of a hermit.
Cutting off all forms of communication.
I will slowly slip away and disappear.
I feel like deactivating everything online. Sigh.
Attempt social suicide. Death on the interweb.
I'm cutting off the vampires in my life.

I'm so tried of missing you all the time and feeling like shit because it's like you don't miss me at all. I am so tired of you bringing me down. Fuck your feelings, you never really loved me. If you did, you'd fix things with me in a heartbeat. You wouldn't give up on me.

...But nothing.
Screw you.

I just really hope you miss me.
This is killing me.

It doesn't help too that people are hating on you for hurting. IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO HURT? Okay, I get it that some people have it worse, but you have what you have. God, i don't even want to waste my time being upset over something so insignificant. You guys are fucking immature.

Just God. :| Find your way back to me, please. I can't be hurting all the time. I know you miss me. I know you need me.

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